Monday, March 30, 2009
Random?
So i got my mail for the summerschool schedule, and web registration appointment. I think i'm going to take 2 classes or maybe only 1. I'm planning on taking math 840 and maybe piano? or photography? Classes are way too long though; math is like 2hours and 30mins everyday! I need to take a summer school class though, and probably try to get me a job cause i need me some cash. Spring break is in 4 days too, finna ball it up and do some catch up work i guess. Unless anyone calls up to kick it or whatever, plus no school tmrw. Well needa step it up a little more after spring break, and finally get to see my counselor after canceling my appointment with her last week. All good though, from a lot of peoples i heard she was a good counselor and she sounded nice when she called me up for canceling that appointment. I'm out, tired off hooping it up all day so going to watch a movie because i get bored every night and can't seem to sleep. Late!
Sunday, March 29, 2009
Bye Week's Over!
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Growing Up
Well still debating on if I want to play ball tommorow or rest my injured pinky and thumb. Yesterday while playing ball, me and my team felt undefeated. Won 5 games up to 11points each all in less than an hour. Our team was hitting tres and beasting man, feeling unstoppable. Whenever I hoop it up, basketball gets very competitive I guess its because I hate losing at the one thing I feel that I am not a failure to. Yesterday it was very competitive that I got injured and still played while my injury had occured putting more pressure to it. My right thumb got jammed twice and figured out today that I hypher extended my left pinky in the top joint. I can't bend my pinky down fully, and i guess it's gonna be for weeks. Just yesterday it got so swollen that I knew it's f**cked up, haha funny thing about it was I thought it was broken. S**t hurted and I still can move it a little, but it's limited movement. I missed school today and hopped on the 43 to UCSF to see if I can get a check up and figure out if it was broken, but I figured that I can still move my pinky so it isn't that bad. I didn't want to waste about 15$ of co-pay and wait hours just to see a doctor to tell me that it's nothing but a injured pinky and that I just need to rest it up. I mean if the pain was more excessive and annoying, that's a different story. I guess I needa rest it up, but I can't help it, I want to play some ball.
Monday, March 23, 2009
Need a telescope!
Saturday, March 14, 2009
St. Patricks
Monday, March 9, 2009
A place to spend my quiet nights
Each day I learn about something new. I feel that I got a wide perspective on life and how it runs. First question is why do we live or more complex why do we die? I remember in class we had a discussion on how life is meaningless. This statement may seem a little vague, but a very good argument. Had me thinking about it, either we live as long as possible to make it worth living or find something worth dying for. Time to change, make everything seem better in my eyes, and hopefully everyones. Feels like a state of enlightenment. People change, we all make these decisions. In my opinion, our choices and decisions make us who we truly are. Our actions create our characteristics, what we do affect ourselves and our loved ones. The brain is really complicating to understand. We also talked about how sometimes our emotions like love is really something we create in our minds. Also an good argument, I mean some relationships first start off with love then the next day they can't stand each other. Their minds are caught up with this feeling that takes over and sometimes in the long run it doesn't work out. Well prove me wrong, but their are some people I feel that are in love, just need to look for that right one. Be open-minded. Plus one more thing, nobody can every be ugly, maybe unattractive to you, but bet a million bucks attractive to someone else. After visiting the cemetary since weeks due to the rainy weather, it was refreshing seeing you on Sunday, Grandpa. Your birthday is comming upin like a month, hope you can look after all of us as we grow, love and miss you. ONE LOVE.